Every workshop (be it Healing or educational) I conduct , culminates in a different note or experience I have every time. Most of the times I have ‘enlightening’ and ‘wow’ feeling with a sense of achievement, satisfaction and completion , sometimes I think ‘ Well , somehow I have done it’, at times ‘ Finally it got over!’ and there had also been the moments where I had been wrapping them up with severe headache. Of late, while probing my energies for the cause of headache after the workshops , I came in awareness of my sense of incompleteness being triggered thereafter. Even after taking up the entire content to the satisfaction of the participants I would feel that I have not done it to my level of completion.

This is what churned me to understand the sense of ‘Incompleteness or incompletion’ from a Healer’s perspective.

So, incompleteness as I understand is a feeling or sense or emotion which arouses with the undercurrent feeling to have seen or experienced something in one’s desired way which means I would perceive something complete if it is more than I am experiencing just now. In another words I have set a destination for my experiences. Doesn’t that mean my current experience is unacceptable to me? When I am chasing my desired experience, I am missing out my focus on my current experience. So naturally that missed out experience seems to be void and every moment I reach, which becomes my current moment ,gets nullified as well. Hence, the desired moment is nothing but chase.
I can never be more or less than what I am in the current moment. I am complete in each moment and so everyone is. What everyone’s energy seeks in a workshop from me is received by them. The amount of wisdom my energy is ready with ,is delivered to them. What is making me incomplete in the current moment is my expectation to see or experience myself in certain way which is my definition of completion. I forget my non-acceptance of the current sense of incompleteness (even if it is in my perception) which is actually the process of completeness (in completeness).
What we get in the present moment is what our energies are ready for. We are offered complete package all the time. Perceiving it as incomplete is negating one’s current energies further intensifying the inner discontentment which may get manifested through physical as headache in my case. So remember , every incompleteness is complete in itself which I understood and accepted.